Crushed and Created- Caitlyn Smith
July 23, 2008 by DanI may be late to the train as this song was apparently one of the background songs on this past season of MTV’s Real World, but I stumbled across it today and wanted to share it with you. The song is called “Crushed and Created” and is performed and co-written by 21-year-old Caitlyn Smith. Look for an acoustic YouTube performance and the lyrics at the end of the post.
This song really struck me today because it comes from such an honest place. It is a song not just about adversity but about growth. So many songs simply stop with describing the pain, but this is a song that is both honest about pain and brokenness as well as proclaiming that there is hope. I recently saw a video in which a well-traveled indie artist complained that songs of faith might just be getting boring to God. I am not ready to leave behind Hillsong United or some of the stuff from the Passion community, but I understand where he’s coming from. He talked about the fear to really say things that matter. We hide behind our comfortable language and we end up with the empty praise that Isaiah railed against. Obviously, this song would not be a congregational praise song, but we need artists who have the ability to communicate their faith in fresh and honest ways for the rest of the week. You will find this in the music of Jon Foreman (especially his 4 season EPs) or Mute Math.
Honestly, this song for me is resonating in much the same way as “Happiness” by The Fray. That song will be released on their new album. They are artists of faith, and while much of their music can be called “general love songs” there are moments when they reach deep and pull out something more. In the song “Happiness” it is my opinion that they communicate the perils and heartbreak of chasing and desiring happiness. That is a fruitless and tiring search. True peace, joy, and satisfaction does not come from happiness alone. In the same way, Caitlyn and her co-writers communicate that growth does not always come easy. Growth is not always the result of books, lectures, Bible studies, or conversations over coffee. As the song says “where one thing dies, something else can be created.” Sometimes growth comes through pain. Yet, in that brokenness, there is hope- “my eyes are brighter.” The words of the famous Psalm 23 come to mind- Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil for You are with me.”
I haven’t had a chance to check out anything else by Caitlyn, but I am really impressed with this song. She has a few albums on iTunes from her teens with the most recent sounding the best. It is this album, “Face Over Heels,” that includes the studio track. Again, look below for the YouTube acoustic performance and lyrics.
Peace
Dan
Crushed and Created
By Caitlyn Smith/Sara Groves/Gordon Kennedy
Looking back on the things that found me
Places I would never choose
The same things that both haunt and heal
My demons and my muse
We are crushed and created
Melted and made
Broken and built up in the very same way
What I thought I could handle
What I thought I could take
What I thought would destroy me
Leaves me stronger in its wake
And there are times that I’ve underestimated
Both the grief and goodness found in something new
Where one thing dies, something else can be created
And though it’s truth you find, it’s innocence you lose
I’m not the me that I started with
My friends say my eyes are brighter
I’m not the me that I started with
I’m freer, and I’m wiser, and I’m stronger…
It leaves me stronger
(Lyrics from her MySpace blog)





